a címét add meg te..

Néha elcsodálkozok azon, hogy mennyire értéktelen is vagyok valójában. A társadalom elhiteti velünk, hogy igenis mindenki nagyon értékes. Mégis tehetek szinte bármit és senki sem veszi észre, csak akkor ha valami látványos, abszurd, megbotránkoztató dolgot csinálok. Ha viszont így teszek, akkor jó eséllyel titulálnak őrültnek, a társadalom söpredékének vagy egyszerűen pár perc "hírnevet" szerzek és újra feledésbe merülök. Kezdem igazán unni. Főleg azt amikor úgy tesznek néhányan mintha számítanék, mintha fontos lennék számukra, de amikor lényeges lenne, akkor nem figyelnek.

Aki ezt elolvassa gondolkodjon el azon, hogy érzett-e már hasonlóan vagy esetleg tudtán kívül tett-e már így másokkal. Azon sem árt elgondolkodni, hogy mit érezhetett az adott illető!

ez már nem mai, de kiteszem ide.. mert miért ne?

Everytime

Everytime she's around I remember more deeply
Every mistake I made comes back more clearly
Everyday I suffer for what I've done
Why can't it be undone?
Everynight my bed seems so empty
I wish she'd be there to kiss me
Every now and then I have a dream
Where were together, IT'S REAL!!
But I wake up crying
Inside -I know- I'M DYING!!
Everytime I see her, I smile
Only that's when I'm... ALIVE!!

I want you back!(please come!)
Be with me!(you're the only one!)

Everytime I think about you
I swear I can feel you
Sometimes I catch your scent
And remember the time we spent -
Together, that was the best time
Tell me how could you be mine? -
Again, I want to touch you like back then
And feel the warmth of your hand
I woke up again from that dream world
You're still not here.. were are you girl?
I'm not the one I'm used to be.. not anymore
I literally gave you half of my soul

I need you girl!(can't live without you)
Do you miss me?(do you still love me?)

néha ilyen is kell..

I hate myself

I hate my life
and I hate my way of thinking

I hate the things I do,
I hate the things I say
I'm just a fool still living

But why?
Why do I have to do this?
Why do I have to feel?
Why do I have to fuck up everything?

Is there a purpose for me other than suffering?
I'm just a fucking idiot trying to live
But I always fail.. My life is only a mistake..
I just don't get it. When I have something good in my life,
why do I have to ruin it?

I should just die and leave the world be.
Would someone miss me?
I don't think so.
Maybe for a week or two, maybe even a month.
But after that everyone would forget..
the name, the face would mean nothing..

I didn't do anything worth of remembering after I'm gone.
The space that would stay after I've left would be easily filled.
I'm not someone anyone would really need.
I don't know if this is the truth..
but this is the way I see it..
I know only one thing for sure: I will die alone.
That is true I believe, because no one would want to stay beside me...